tonight ill lay here
the tides call my name but the land spares the depths of the sea
again youre waving
you swore you could swim but what now when your feet wont touch the ground
(do you remember who you used to be)

my sweet youre drowning
the shore beds my feet and theres no chance of me getting wet
but i swear
as you scream ill laugh
you scream "ironic" and beg for this fever to break

or the sweet cascading waves to pull you down

hey ocean floor
look how she longs for you
take her now for ive already left her for dead

its a childish thing you do splashing in the water

splashing
splashing
splashing
splashing

its a childish thing you do are you trying to..?

nothing great has happened..didnt go to school today...leave your comments please...i dont know what il be doing fri...im definitly not going to the movies...thank god. my cd better come in mutha fuckas

hey...this is fucked up at my house...my whole xanga is it doesnt work and i cant see anyone elses...peice of shit. anyway lc alright...other than the social factor...its easy..everyones going to that lower definition show...not me. i was ginna go to rilo kiley with josh, but i dunno...i think ill pass...

im glad its fri...but i need to do something cool...maybe this weekend. i need to buy clothes...but i have no money...im gettin a fuckin job, just you wait...and ill be driving hopefully soon...no car but ill just use the familys for now...or welli guess the altimas mine now...its paid off and were not getting rid of it...ew, altima...ah well... i dont know if ill be updating this...but IM me (whenever im on which isnt much) ryan juhl7  thats my sn...bye

aw man im going to learning center...well maybe ill like it. i dunno people either say its great or is totally lame...well ill try it...but i have to for a whole semester...cus that how long one course is. and if i go back to school im not cuaght uo from where i left. i have to start all over and ill be all behind, and get bet bad grades...fuck that... anyway...i have nothing to tell you...

i hated the movies on fri...im really never going again....i stopped for a reason...heard about josh kicking robert barrantes ass... any way...once i get a goddamn good class...i have to go...i liked pe first per....

anyway i look like a fuckin heroin addict...i have more bruises than god...a;; over my arms and shit....i said goddamn, goddamn